It’s been almost a month since I last posted. To be honest, the day-in and day-out life of the pandemic is now starting to take its toll on me. Boredom. I’ve started to feel a lack of motivation so I’ve been spending the past week or so quietly reflecting on what I can do improve my quality of life in a minimal way.
Currently, a specific goal I’m honing in on, which is something I’ve been working on in stages since last December, is bring my awareness to the present moment. Through the pandemic, I’ve found now more than ever, it’s incredibly important to exercise the awareness of where my mind drifts and where I need it to exist. If I think too far ahead into the future, I tend to create worse-case scenarios (which are cases most likely will never happen). It then robs me of the time I need to spend in the present moment – it takes away my concentration which also means it takes away the peace which resides in me.
Meditation and yoga has been a large part of my training. Not only do I practice meditation during yoga but while doing other things such as our hikes, a walk in the park, while taking a bath or even when cutting fruits or vegetables. The process is to just dive into what I am doing rather than worrying what I need to get down during any given task. The silver lining is taking the most mundane activity into a peaceful and relaxing state of well being.
The next step is to be able to break down negative feedback and criticism – realize what it is, what it means to me and either take action or file away as being unimportant. The main goal is to not allow criticism to turn into a self-defeating mantra, which it often has for me. I start thinking, I’m not good enough for this task, I’m stupid, I’m worthless to the team, etc.
My journey to my self-discovery, therefore continues…
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I know I said the last time, ATEEZ was up next. Sadly, however, and to my daughter’s disappointment, I have allowed myself to be distracted with more k-pop from other groups! And it appears to be another round of female groups/artists again! What can I say? Girl-power has been hitting hard for me these past two months. Which is a huge deal. When I started my journey into k-pop, I had such a hard time finding an all-female group or solo artist I could stan (that hadn’t already been disbanded).
I will be the first to admit I know nothing about the artist, HYO. I will also admit the song drew my attention because it features Soyeon, lead of (G)I-DLE and my female k-pop bias. All I can say is that it didn’t take more then the first two lines and I knew I really liked this song. I’m glad to have given it a try!
I’ve been loving this IU song from the beginning. I hadn’t realized she was going to be the voice of the theme song to BigHit’s k-pop audition show, I-LAND. I haven’t watched this elimination-type talent series though I know BigHit had been holding auditions for awhile to land the group of trainee applicants to air within what I can only see as this crazy-ass building situated somewhere in ‘no-where’ land and well, it all just screams money! I might watch it – for international fans, you can watch it on VIKI for free. I’m a bit cautious of these types of shows. While I normally trust BigHit, I find regardless of the intent, the show still ends up exploiting the applicants to some degree.
I’ve been watching GFRIEND from afar ever since BigHit acquired them through last year’s mergers. My preference in music does not fall within the styles of GFRIEND, however, I was curious to see how their marketing might accelerate under BigHit. I wasn’t at all disappointed and quite pleased with a much higher level of marketing from their first comeback under the BigHit label. Now, with their second comeback for their mini-EP Songs of the Sirens, I found myself downloading their entire album.
GFRIEND’s title track, APPLE, is a refreshing and renewed sound for the group. I don’t know the full story behind this release – were they allowed more creativity and say of their voice and artistry? Did BigHit see a need to put more edge into their music? Regardless of what the back-end strategy is, I see it as a huge plus for GFRIEND and am very happy to have rediscovered them in a grander light!