i know i blogged about my milestone yesterday, regarding yoga – and that overall, i maintain the attitude in which i compete mainly with myself. that each milestone is a step towards my own goals. not untrue at all.
but… i am competitive by nature. and this is why i practice yoga mainly on my own. it’s to keep that competitive nature where i compare myself to others in check.
usually, about once a week, i try to make it to a yoga class (bodyflow) for some variety. and while i’m mostly focusing my awareness on my own body and limitations, from time to time, i do glance around to see what others are doing.
yes – i compare. i compare like crazy! i’m definitely ONE OF THOSE!
it’s very bad, i admit. especially in yoga – not at all the proper yogi attitude to take. i’m sure my karma level drops each time this happens exponentially.
my next confession, though… i don’t really care. i like the satisfaction that i’m better than most in class. :p